Ever felt Frustration Experience:-

It was a day 7th Jan, 2010. When I got an information that TCS is coming in our campus for recruitment. I was very excited, now companies were finally coming in our campus after a long waiting (approx one year). In that time, I indulged in TGMC (The Great Mind Challenge) project organized by IBM……TGMC project was my dream since 3rd year. I thought, this project would show my capability or skill. Actually mostly I used to waste my time … then I realized, I must do something different, so I started working on it, but the problem was that submission date was 20th Jan ,2010. I thought “let’s start preparation of TCS…. after that I would think about it (Project)”.


Finally the day came, 11th Jan TCS………… I cleared my 1st round, next day was my interview……I was very nervous (this is a nature of human being) .Next day 12th Jan, I was mentally prepared for that , I had to any how clear that round. My panel was number 7, interviewer was a lady, and I felt relaxed seeing a lady HR. I felt “I could handle this round easily”. This was my big mistake, her diplomatic smile trapped me. I didn’t understand where I went wrong. I was confident enough that I would get through. Result announced but…………………..not my name 
I was crying like a hell. Pathetic situation …..all my friends got selected except me. My family members were waiting for good news but I broke the bad news to them. They didn’t sleep that night and me too .


After 2 days i.e 14th Jan ..my birthday……..last birthday in the college. Now frustration level started …..It was first time in my life , I was facing failure that’s why I couldn’t digest that easily. Most of the time I cry …shed tears, but one day gave me relaxation that is on 16th Jan Infosys (My dream Company) was coming …..After 14th I had started preparation regarding HR interview and written test. Written test focused on Verbal and reasoning only. I was confident enough in Reasoning but not in Verbal. After exam result announced again……………………..not my name 


Nothing to say now ……you can understand 
Every day and night used to end with full of tears in my eyes. I heard so many things from my friends …some were saying my communication is not good. Some were saying my Verbal and reasoning parts not good…..now long lecture from some of my friends those were selected in campus. On the other side my family supported me in every situation.
Again 7th Feb, HCL came …I had another chance to get into branded company…imagine in this time , I couldn’t cleared my written round…My GOD, where had I done mistakes.


I had been feeling like some heavy stone would be kept on my head, bored doing same revision every time. Like many IT companies came…Zensar( never felt like to join), E.A Sports( MNC company),HCL ComNet same situation………………not my name 
I couldn’t tolerate my failure of HCL……..went home for 1 week. During that day our team was selected for inter college round and State level would be held on 3rd march. In this time one hope with me … Aspiration 2020 (programming Contest)….never imagined, our team won the state/DC level round without any motivation and help from our college. Our college faculty knew that two of members of our team not placed till now.


Again new path and new hope( Infosys placement)…National Round @ Hyderabad DC… In this round we missed National trophy due to improper time management or may be bad luck.

Again came some good news ..our team(girls) was selected in first round of TGMC. Again full of energy, enthusiastic to work on it …….but due to some problems (cant explain), I couldn’t attend 2nd round face 2 face project evolutions process……..Again all limitation of frustration crossed all my boundaries…………NO HOPE FOR PLACEMENT NOW……….STARTED THINKING “PLACEMENT IS NOT FOR ME”.....  
After long 3 month of trauma and pain Wipro came to our campus on 5th April. The day came 10th april (My sis’s birthday day)………….I got through wipro …………i gave a gift to my sweet sister and my family. 

Thank GOD……………………………but till date most of my friends are not placed ….please God give them some sun shine ………………….