Something confusing!!

Everyone wants “something” different from the other and that is what makes him or her someone special …So everyone seems to be is searching for that “something”. As we know that if we don’t have “something” that is expected to be a better option for our life , what we have will not be the rightly suited option for us.
Though we are eagerly waiting for that “something” but the thing may never come in our life… we often pray to God to please fulfill our wishes…but God has different way to shower his mercy. Why God doesn’t want happiness for everyone? Why we have to face so many problems if God knows every secret? Why is he checking patience of each one of us every very single moment? Likewise many such questions arise in my mind…….but God knows all the strategies …..But let’s come back to my topic ….


We are here to discuss about a special “something”. But what is that “something”???? I would like to explain you about this magic word “something” with examples….Hope you will understand…….


Good question …..this “something” may be about your career …

People have desire to work in a good companies. They get it….but after sometime they get bored by the same routine life. They get frustrated and later when time passes ……during late sleepless nights….they wish for new job ….again with fresh motivation and energy….but after deep sleep when they open their eyes they realize ………we are getting “something”(money)out of it. They leave the matter there itself ………..as there is no end to this journey …and again comes the nigh with some newer option ……..there we see a big confusion with “something”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


This “something” may be about your love life.

People wish for having girlfriend or boyfriend expecting life will be more enjoyable then. If God grants their wish…people get engaged or committed. But with this commitment many limitations and restrictions also come. For this “something” relationship …they wanted to escape …but again they start thinking about that person …… someone would accompany them in every situation. ………so again “something” comes with confusion.


Finally this “something” is not really something …it is bit bigger and more complex……
This little magic word “something” has some great power…at least our minds are activated …….often restless with confusion …. Is there any solution for such confusion?.Who will clear these doubt or confusion…..yaa off course our “something” will eliminate this confusion………or sometime it may lead to a never ending “something confusing”!!!!!!!!!!!



ARE U CONFUSED FOR SOMETHING…………..

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1/2 hour drama

Ever lasting(Non Stop) vacation from college ………..now this month is a time of attending the marriage ceremonies of the friends and family members (kya kahte hai ..lagan ka samay hai). Most of family members have been preparing for gifts and clothes (how they are going to dressed up in marriage ceremony especially for our young generation) ……..Actually what happened ……….i am explaining here….


I and my mother went to attend bride's marriage ceremony…time was 9.00 PM. Almost all the invited guests arrived there before the time….we were waiting for BARAT ...I saw there were four groups ..first group of ladies….
Second group of nice and beautiful girls ……third group of boys and last group of old aged …………

Due to late news of Barat…dinner would be going to start at 9.30 PM………during this ½ hour…….i enjoyed a lot..might be…. …you would also enjoy…………….

First group :- ladies dressed up themself with latest fashionable saries and ornaments ….one of lady was saying …chintu ki maa ne wahi sari pahne hui jo apne bahan ki saadi mai pahna tha…..other said ……unka beta 12th board mai fail ho gaya dushre ne kaha-bachhe par to dhayan hi nhi dete …………mera bete ka to job lag gaya………other were discussing… uski bahu ne saas ko ghar se nikal diya….jiski saadi hone waali hai…uska kise or ke sath chakar tha……………………………….blah blah blah……

Second group:-they were giggling in one corner of the hall. One of the beautiful girl said…that guy is continuously watching and following me. Who is that guy? Then some one said ..wo mere ghar ke samne rahta hai..uska wahi kaam hi hai…non stop staring …wo jo bagal mai hai wo bahut sweet hai..naam kya hai uska…nhi pata yaar aaj hi dekha hai….

Third group:- abbey yaar wo ladki bahut mast hai..kisse ki bahan to nhi..main apna kaam karta hu..then other friend said…chor de usko wo mere bhai ki girl friend hai..pata chalega to chorega nhi…acha thik hai uski friend se kaam chalate hai….haan yaar time pass ke liye thik hai….

Fourth group:-old aged people had been sitting on their chairs so that no one could take their chair. They were seriously waiting for dinner and Barat …..dekhe ess ghar ka Damad kaisa aane waala hai ????????…..

Bride’s family member were going to everyone and saying the same story…… how much dowry they gave? What difficulties they faced?

After a long awaited ………dinner had started now……


Ladies were shouting on their children …jao khana kha lo..nhi to khatam ho jayega…ghar jakar kuch nhi banayege…ok mummy…don’t worry …..

The crowd besides the stall was uncontrollable…people were jumping as they had never seen such delicious food ever. Hardly they bothered about anyone . every one had same state of mind ………..jaldi kha lo nhi to Barat aa jayege…stall band ho jayega……..

Pathetic situation near the ice-cream stall… one person had been eating more than one time..never ending queue and struggling for their chance.

Boys:-Abey yaar chalo wo ladki gaye chal ab khane chalte hai ..ye moka nhi milega……………

Girls:-Dekho ye yaha bhi aa gaya……chor khane par concentrate karte hai…..

Dada jii and dadi jii….again fighting with their neighbors …..mera number kab aayega??????????/////

Finally ½ hour drama……..after dinner I went home but I was mesmerizing whole situation…it led to write one new blog………………

one night before the exam

as all of us are aware , exams (esp midsems) are the least important things to worry about. just the day(sorry night) before the xam ....the girls hostel 2B block wakes up and realizes "ARRE KAL TO EXAM HAI"......

SCENE 1

( In my room. Vani's bed has big heavy books, laptop and notes- the only notes of 2B block. tulasi is watching her latest collected movie. its 7 pm ....chai peena hai phir padhna hai)

me: tulasi.....kal kounsa exam hai?

tulasi: ha!! let me watch the movie na!! ask vani

vani: dont worry ,its very easy ...you only have to read chap 1, 2, 3 ,4 ,5 ....and u can a read a bit of last year's notes ...and some portion you have to see from the text

Scene 2:

(in jaya's room....mamta kumari ...with text book in front of her but mind wandering somewhere......jaya sleeping in deep sleep as if there is no exam. sulagna enters and bangs the door)

sulagna: ehh jaya !! wake up na !! we have to study

jaya(yawning and stretching): what is tomorrow's exam?

sulagna: abbe its xyz...did you arrange the notes

jaya:ohh its very easy ...we can finish it in one hour we'll start after dinner

sulagna: arre it will take one hour then lets complete it na and watch a movie...
arre mamta kumari mark the syllabus for me

mamta kumari:arre mujhe thik se nahi pata par mujhe ananya ne bataya hai dekho yeh padna hai yeh padhna hai......

sulagna: what is this?

mamta kumari: actually mujhe bhi nahi samajh me aa raha hai ki maine kya likha hai


scene 3

(sony's room.....sonali with lots of copies ...extra library books doing her 10th revision..puja fast asleep....sony is busy chatting....enter payal bangar and shikha with copies in hand)

payal:arre yeh topic kissi ko samajh me aaya

sony: kitne topics hai?tum log kya kya padh rahe ho ...darao mat yaar abhi start karna hai sonali se pooch lo

sonali: dekho ...blah blah blah.....

shikha: arre i dint understand anything please repeat it

sonali: time up ...i have to study

payal: ...ok shikha come ..i'll explain

scene 4:

(shivi's room .....ankita is not present in room ...she is in reading room - her second home....sneha studying one page and sleeping for an hour....recursive cycle
shivi is studying)

alll: CR ....give us sir's notes and tell important questions ....call karke sir ko pooch na ......ya phir mass bunk karte hain na

shivi: arre mass bunk mein karna chahti hun ....but ....dedo na bahut simple hai

scene 5:

(its 11 oclock...every body assembled in my room)

tulasi giving lecture to manisha sutar,sulagna,mamta kumari on her bed

me, jaya, sony discussing a topic

sulagna: arre teach me this na ...i dont want to read it myself

tulasi : eeehe ask jaya

jaya: arre i'll teach from notes ....blah blah blah wait i have a doubt ....vani how to do this

vani: blah blah

different people taught sulagna different topics ....and she learnt everything from everyone .....finally ...every body goes to respective rooms ....

sony:.....puja oootho....oootho 12 baj gaya kal xam hai!!!!!

What will happen to me in 2012………

I was in lucid dreaming last night, it fascinates me to write about great experience that is related to end of my life………. In dream, I was facing the disastrous situation in which the whole world was going to end and the date was 21 December 2012. In morning, I was thinking …”why my mind is pondering on this topic?”


Actually few days before, I read one topic “Mayan Prophecy”. You might be wondering about what is Mayan Prophecy……first of all Mayan were the thrived civilization in central and south America around 3000 BC. The Mayans are known for their advanced written language, as well as their art, architecture, maths and astronomy. They invented that Mayan Calendar according to which world will end on 21st December, 2012. It stated as” our entire solar system will come into alignment while cycling through our galaxy every 5,125 years. Since the dawn of the Mayan civilization in 3113 BC, a whopping 5,125 years will have passed, making the Winter Solstice of 2012 so special.”


So, this story brings me in dilemma that everything would be destroyed one day and this led to my dream. Now my dream starts……………..

I just came back to home. I and my friend Hemangi (school friend)……both were watching a movie ……i didn’t know which movie. Suddenly what happened …I switched to another channel……NEWS FLASH…”Tsunami has erupted all over this city ( don’t know which city) “ we scared like a hell….we were unable to think what we had to do now…..time was moving fast…. Hemangi and I both picked up the phone, started calling to our respective family members but the problem was that signal had already left out our work place. Again watching news …………all of a sudden light turned off……MY GOD ……we were in deep dark room…we couldn’t recognized each other…..after so much fight with dark, we went to window place…opened the window……..we couldn’t believe that ……………almost 1000 ft sea water coming as a wall towards us………….it seemed like lions roared in the forest in hunger. We felt like soul already came out to our hearts……………wanted to speak something …........but we stood like a lifeless objects. Now it was just nearer to us……….now I woke up at 10.00 AM in the morning………………….


You might be thinking that…this trailer must be remembering a movie “2012- The End of World”. Here I want to share my view regarding the movie 2012……..It's really a distraction, a way to create drama in our lives, because we want to escape the day-to-day trivialities of the here and now…………………….
There will always be natural and man-made threats and we should be reasonably prepared for these. But acting like the world is going to end won't help us enjoy life today. Several years ago I think the few people that had heard of the Mayan Prophecy may actually have been influenced to live a more enlightened lifestyle……………. But today the sensationalist media are turning it into an end-of-the-world scenario and filling gullible people with even more fear. I just hope that by the time December 21, 2012 arrives we will be fed up with all the hype.

Ever felt Frustration Experience:-

It was a day 7th Jan, 2010. When I got an information that TCS is coming in our campus for recruitment. I was very excited, now companies were finally coming in our campus after a long waiting (approx one year). In that time, I indulged in TGMC (The Great Mind Challenge) project organized by IBM……TGMC project was my dream since 3rd year. I thought, this project would show my capability or skill. Actually mostly I used to waste my time … then I realized, I must do something different, so I started working on it, but the problem was that submission date was 20th Jan ,2010. I thought “let’s start preparation of TCS…. after that I would think about it (Project)”.


Finally the day came, 11th Jan TCS………… I cleared my 1st round, next day was my interview……I was very nervous (this is a nature of human being) .Next day 12th Jan, I was mentally prepared for that , I had to any how clear that round. My panel was number 7, interviewer was a lady, and I felt relaxed seeing a lady HR. I felt “I could handle this round easily”. This was my big mistake, her diplomatic smile trapped me. I didn’t understand where I went wrong. I was confident enough that I would get through. Result announced but…………………..not my name 
I was crying like a hell. Pathetic situation …..all my friends got selected except me. My family members were waiting for good news but I broke the bad news to them. They didn’t sleep that night and me too .


After 2 days i.e 14th Jan ..my birthday……..last birthday in the college. Now frustration level started …..It was first time in my life , I was facing failure that’s why I couldn’t digest that easily. Most of the time I cry …shed tears, but one day gave me relaxation that is on 16th Jan Infosys (My dream Company) was coming …..After 14th I had started preparation regarding HR interview and written test. Written test focused on Verbal and reasoning only. I was confident enough in Reasoning but not in Verbal. After exam result announced again……………………..not my name 


Nothing to say now ……you can understand 
Every day and night used to end with full of tears in my eyes. I heard so many things from my friends …some were saying my communication is not good. Some were saying my Verbal and reasoning parts not good…..now long lecture from some of my friends those were selected in campus. On the other side my family supported me in every situation.
Again 7th Feb, HCL came …I had another chance to get into branded company…imagine in this time , I couldn’t cleared my written round…My GOD, where had I done mistakes.


I had been feeling like some heavy stone would be kept on my head, bored doing same revision every time. Like many IT companies came…Zensar( never felt like to join), E.A Sports( MNC company),HCL ComNet same situation………………not my name 
I couldn’t tolerate my failure of HCL……..went home for 1 week. During that day our team was selected for inter college round and State level would be held on 3rd march. In this time one hope with me … Aspiration 2020 (programming Contest)….never imagined, our team won the state/DC level round without any motivation and help from our college. Our college faculty knew that two of members of our team not placed till now.


Again new path and new hope( Infosys placement)…National Round @ Hyderabad DC… In this round we missed National trophy due to improper time management or may be bad luck.

Again came some good news ..our team(girls) was selected in first round of TGMC. Again full of energy, enthusiastic to work on it …….but due to some problems (cant explain), I couldn’t attend 2nd round face 2 face project evolutions process……..Again all limitation of frustration crossed all my boundaries…………NO HOPE FOR PLACEMENT NOW……….STARTED THINKING “PLACEMENT IS NOT FOR ME”.....  
After long 3 month of trauma and pain Wipro came to our campus on 5th April. The day came 10th april (My sis’s birthday day)………….I got through wipro …………i gave a gift to my sweet sister and my family. 

Thank GOD……………………………but till date most of my friends are not placed ….please God give them some sun shine ………………….

According to my view “In Every Face there is Moon”. God has given us unique face ..we never notice to our face like, smile, cry, angry expression ,sadness, anxiety that represent our daily activities. These activities resolve many problems directly or indirectly in our or other’s lives.
Humans can adopt a facial expression as a voluntary action. However, because expressions are closely tied to emotion, they are more often involuntary. It can be nearly impossible to avoid expressions for certain emotions, even when it would be strongly desirable to do so; a person who is trying to avoid insult to an individual he or she finds highly unattractive might nevertheless show a brief expression of disgust before being able to reassume a neutral expression.
So, my blog “On the Face” would be combination of real, emotional and heart feeling experience that believe in true discussion.

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